Feel the same way as you, and I had to withdrawal as a child and now have mental disorders in the spectrum of schizophrenia. So anecdotally, I imagine that’s correct.
The loss of boundaries thing is very real, I know there are some upsides to it but most days it’s hard to not feel like a curse
Just FYI "schizoid personality +/- disorder" has absolutely nothing to do with (the spectrum of) schizophrenia, they're about different things on different systems on different axes etc.
And yeah, psychologist REALLY suck at naming things!
And one of the reason to avoid ever discussing about "schizoid personality" with people who aren't trained psychologists since they're 90% likely to think you're talking about the wrong thing :|
The loss of boundaries thing is very real, I know there are some upsides to it but most days it’s hard to not feel like a curse